ThE CeSaRiO aKa KeLvIn BlOgGy!!!!

Life still Goes On.....

2005-04-15T20:26:00.000-07:00

Thx for all those "Advise" u guys gave me. Its soo "encouraging".. Whether she accept or reject, i dun really care, wad i feel now is, i feel very ease? I jus release a load in my heart. + I dun expect her to be in a relationship wif me, so who cares?

Life still goes on wif me, play eat n slp. Went out to Terence house to pass him something n left later. Went down to Plaza Singapura n walked to Heeren. While walking, i did some reflection. I thought... Even though i enter a relationship wif her, how do i make her happy. Wad should i do? Wad am i suppose to make her happy? How to sustain a relationship.. Then i think of my usual ways... I feel dat.. I shld more be a loneley knight in the dark den be stucked in a relationship. Dats y i let it go. I have already feel dat the rejection is the wad i already expects, so i wun jus go there n cry n sae... "I cant without live without u", or maybe even commit sucide.. And Jen, ur nick really irks me :D .

I meet up wif Yee Ling, who is workin in the 77th Street in Heeren. Haha, she got praised by my friends for being cute. I do have to agree wif dat, since its already a fact.[Hope YeeLing wun read this blog, later she come n kill me]

Went down to Rapid Culture to check out my Gundam Models in Cineileisure. Abyss is out, go get it JH!

Den went down to Toa Payoh to get my Shattered Galaxy Time Code, woohoo go back home chiong SG. One thing i was puzzled is, when i went down to the mrt station, i wanted to go back to Yishun, but i didn notice till i went to Marina Bay dat line when i heard the word Orchard(cos i put my headset on ma), den quickly go out, take the opposite MRT n rush home.

Hmm, i really hope the MnM Nite dinner is successful, so little ppl is going, n not cooperative.. Haiz... Ashen u betta go ok, later i spank ur ass...

Exams r over...

2005-04-14T19:00:00.000-07:00

Yipee, exams r over, wad am i suppose to do..
Work? PLay? Camp?
Nah... dat depends....
Kinda stressed lately wif exams, hate Management n Statistics especially, i tink i can fail these 2 subjects. Sub Paper, here i come........

Haha actually i have a motive in updatin this blog, i jus change a whole new look, kinda nice rite? haha Naruto n Sasuke, my 2 cute lil friends...

I wan to confess something ..
There was this gal, i met her during my 1st semester in NYP. During dat period of time, im kinda wild, immature n have very bad impression of other ppl, n judgin them by looks. Kinda regret wad i did, n managed to change for the betta. Im more quiet now, cos i tink noisy isnt a good way to express oneself. Back to topic..
She was one of my classmates, i dunno y, i got attracted to her. It was during August last year... Ever since then, i held my heart for her. Sometimes, i confide wif her, she listen to me, she advise me, we do chat a lot. I do hope time would stop at dat period of time. As im a shy guy, so i usually hide behind my com, talkin to her. Life seems like a fairy tale to me, till the 1st semester exam finish. We didn really talk a lot, n she wasn't up on msn frequently. SOmetimes, i jus wanna wait for her, or jus check msn to c if she is around.

After the holidae is over, we met back in sch again. Haha camps r over, NCC stuffs done, back to study. SOmetimes we do chat, but not as frequently as be4.
There was this incident, when she lost her wallet in the Lecture Hall, which was after Christmas.I remembered, dat was a Thursdae nite... She cried dat nite, cos seems dat she had something important in her wallet(maybe cash?). The next morning, i woke up early in the morning, n then rush back to sch to help her look for her wallet. I dunno y am i doing this dat time, but it seems dat im the only one helping her. I dun wan to be some1 jus caring for her on the phone, but i wan to have this initiative to help her look for it. When she found her wallet, she was so happy. Dat moment, i felt dat my heart has the something right, by havin her in my heart. She smiled wif happiness, n i... also became happy.. After dat incident, we still do chat, but not as often as be4. Durin dat period of time, i tink... I tink shld ask her out? And do i like her? Dat was during the month of January. I asked her if i can ask her out for a dinner and to confess my feelin for her, she said have to c 1st. I waited n waited. At last she told me she cant make it. N also i gave her a limied edition Sasuke cushion(since she said she like it).

After dat, we didn really communicate much. She wasn't up on msn, in sch, wad i tok to her was only on sch work. I hope she understand, dat sometimes, i do feel shy talkin to her, dats y i use schwork to talk to her. Sometimes i have this feelin, am i useless? Y cant i ask her directly?

Months passed, n till the end of the semester, which was todae. I tried to meet her out alone, but somehow she was wif the others. I didn noe dat till i was on the upper lvl of the MRT station. I tot she forgot about this, or maybe she is avoiding. Who noes? I hope she noe this, i may not have another chance to meet her again, todae was the last dae. I wanted to tell u, but u arent there..

Stop guessin who is she already
She is XiangNing. U brighten up my life. U gave me this motivation, to fill my world wif colours... U left me wif happy memories....

I hope ur readin this blog of mine, n at least noe how do i feel for u. I dun wan u to feel pressurized or wad. I wan u to noe, dat i had already held this feelin for almost 9 months. Only u, no others. I dunno if im late or wad, but i cant seem to pluck out this courage to tell u all these times. I have been wantin to tell u this, jus dat, i dun have dat opportunity to tell u. I will wait till one dae, u will accept me. Dats for sure.

By,
The Lonely Knight, Cesario...

Some Truthful stuffs....

2005-02-16T00:00:00.000-08:00

Wad a dae, Wad a nite.
I have been putting a fake smiley face n holding my emotions . Its not easy to hide my emotions, maybee jus cos i act to quiet. Somehow i really dun wan to open out my mouth, fear dat i may offend some1.

Valentine Dae, a hard dae for me. Called her no reply, SMS no reply. Was wondering if my hp has problems or not(or maybe not). Have been wanting to sae this to her, which i felt dat its a heavy burden to my heart. SOmehow i dun dare to face her, nor talk to her, cos i fear she may start to hate me cos of my character. Im a Leo, maybe dats y my character is like dat.

Somehow, i feel dat im jus too kind or maybe too soft. I tend to give way to ppl mostly. I hate to see my dear friends angry, nor sad. Wads worst is dat although i care for them, they do not realise it, and take it for granted. Care is within the heart, so maybe dats y ppl dun realise it. I felt dat, i tink i shld give up, i mean give up her, although i still really like her, i hope time may be my judge to this, dat hopefully, i still tink of her after my poly ends. At least, i dare to face this society dat i really really, love a gal once, truely. I dun wan her to get sandwiched between him, her and i.I dun wan to give her dilemma, getting frustrated for 2 guys, and end up hating both. So i tink i shld give up, in terms of my qualities, and i have no confidence dat i can give her happiness, nor satisfy her needs. I hope dat he read this particular post todae, n realise dat im not a guy wif a f*** character, but some1 who deserve to be appreciated. Thx...

Sian ah..

2005-02-13T13:04:00.000-08:00

kaoz! tml is the startin of Semester 2 term 2 le, exams is coming, proj must rush, Chinese New Year oso over le. Time to buck up n do some stuffs be4 its too late. Btw tml is Valentine Dae, hopefully by telling "HER" tml how i feel, maybe i feel betta since i bottled it a long time ago.

Lately i when i was readin HardwareZone Forum, i chance upon this thread which tell horoscope, n coincidently, wad was said to a Leo guy like me was true.

LEO MAN

He likes to comb his hair back ward, open his forehead showing a dignify
facial _expression. His eyes is sparkle, but slightly showing laziness. He
walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud. Outside, you
may think he is kind and gentle person, but inside he is a strong and secure
person. If he is frighten, he will re-act and respond right away. His words
always seem normal but mostly imply "order and demanding". He will not talk
fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast. In a crowd or at work he will
act normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd
and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.

You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power over
his family and his friends. He just waits for that right moment. Do not take
what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce lion. He
respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a
looser fo r he will rather die than loose his dignity.

He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing. He
is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side. He
likes people to listen to him. Even he has such a blunt and bold
personality, he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.

Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a rainy
storm on a summer day. It will only last a short time, then he will be back
a cheery merry person again. He is a bright and witty guy, and he will not
put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his
energy. He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned. When he
gives order, he expect them to be carry out exactly. He is the leader type
that the followers love.

He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well,
except his own mess. He can be easily hurt by other peo ple especially if you
do not trust or respect his ability. You could compliment him sometimes and
make this lion be your kitty with no difficulty. He is not a good judge for
he listen to many people and tend to belief all sides.

You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side. If you see him
alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just broken up with
one. Because he is very proud, he can change many girl friends. He will do
many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one of them.
Leo man can not live without love , because for him Love is a ray of Light.

He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels "in power". He may
complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that you
asked him. If you offer to help him , he will refuse you right away.

When he is broke , he can find money still. He is not careful with his way
of spending for he has fun with spendin g money and happy to buy what he
likes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has no
money, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you. He likes first
class , first quality of everything.

He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy
sleepy cat. When he works, he is very serious. When he parties, he can be a
party animal. If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.

He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him,
you will win. If he is your love one, it won't be a romance novel. You have
to be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters because
your cool stability will control and ease his mood. If you can not handle or
understand him, your relationship will be like a demolition zone, a on and
off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your breaking up
and making up.

Beauty is always in the ey es of the lion. You have to be dignify to walk
with the lion king. Your looks is part of his image and ego and he is very
proud about it too. If you want his attention the first time you meet, you
better be astounding attractive. If you have a first conversation with him,
you have to show him how much you adore his thinking. He likes to talk and
not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.
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Long Long time

2005-02-08T14:50:00.000-08:00

Its been a long long long super long time dat i didn update this blog le. Hmm when did i last update this blog? haha forgot le wor.

Life have been as usual. Haven been contacting my old frendz quite often. As for sch, ok ok de la, nth much, damn sian, project here project there.

Lately im kinda into fitness( not really, nvr touch gym cos no one accompany me XD), haha but once im into dat, pimples OUTBREAK! OMG! dunno wad to do sia.

Chinese New Year is coming! Todae is already the eve. SO BUSY! Doing summer-cleaning in my room, ironing of clothes. Haha lucky last few weeks bought the clothes le! Preparing for the 红包 collection tml. Wee! happi happi!

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Lastly, somehow, its really very difficult to control ur feelin, especially the one u liked for quite a while........

Yoroshiku

2004-12-26T06:28:00.000-08:00

Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu!!!

Haha really long long time nvr update my bloggie le, time to change some songs, but lazy to change my background.

It has been months since i last updated le. Lotsa things happen. My exams, my NCC stuffs n oso recently, Xmas. Haha i dun really wish to elaborate things, cos i dun feel like evoking my saddness into this blog. But i really hope ppl at least take my feelings into consideration n not throw me aside. This feeling is unbearable, n i hope u guys know about this. Thx for being considerate.

Xmas is off but New Year is coming on de way, but be4 dat, i feel like writing "something like testimonial for my fellow classmates"

Eddie = i still tink ur da best. light hearted guy wif a smile on de face.

Soon Guan = Man U best friend. Strong supporter. COmes in lab n 1st thing he will visit is soccer webby. SG is really a nice n sweet guy. But i hope more ppl will appreaciate ppl like dat n not stay into ur small groups.

Jin Song = 0406 super striker, machiam Thierry Henry. Ur really a great guy wif big body build. JS is also another guy really nice. If not for him, i tink i dun even noe who is from 0406 on de 1st day of school.

Samuel - 1st on de list of a Liverpool fan. Next Manager for Liverpool, so dun underestimate him. He is another guy wif passion n nice guy too. Jus dat sometimes when u tok, u sure is sharp man. Haha...

Bryan = i regard this macho guy down here as my 1st brother in NYP. But im really grateful to him cos he really treat me like one. But sometimes when he goes a lil bit guo fen, plz overlook dat.

Zhi Hong - i hope u put me away from the "kua bei song" list. Ur really one nice guy actually. Look ah beng but plz, ah beng oso got good side. This is a good example.

Wei Min = NYP Dragon Boat team RULEX! My cousin told me NYP Dragon Boat Team is monster team. But i dun tink so. A Ladies man wif a sense of gentleman which i should sae.

Alvin = Really u dun look bigger den me, i mean age. But i still sae, nice friend man!

Jen = I really respect u Jen. Really im serious, not joking. Though ur married, ur not those ppl who r rash about marriage. N i really admire ur courage. U may noe like care much about me in class, my as said, i really respect u. Ur also a great listener n advisor when comes to a certain problem. Jen, i really wish ur online most of de time.

Janice = haha im really sorry to give u a lot of trouble last semester. Dun take my words for real at dat time. I really like ur dressing sense, very updated. But, i also like to thank u for tolerating my nonsense for the past semester. Hope this time u take me as a new Kelvin, cos im not really the one like last time.

YingYing = our class sweetest gal n JS next on de list target. She is really wif Janice all de time. Haha, sorri i really didn have much to sae about ucos i really regret nvr talk to u much.

XiangNing = she rox to the end man. She not onli kawaii(she dun dare to admit), but also clever. Haha.. i tink XiangNing is da best lady i ever met. True, i not toking cock. More like a rare breed, but she also another one wif Sweet temper n a clever mind, but she know how to care for others. I mean she is also a great listening ear.

Hui Sher => Dun really see u online often, but ur really a nice one too. Got the mei li n the cleverness.

Jia Ying => zhen ren bu lou xiang. Jia Ying is really very friendly. I really hope i can talk to u more..

Yun Xuan => i tink ur the nicest person towards me bah. Ur sweet n nice too. I also like to apologize for causing u guys to cover up my job durin the 1st semester.

Cindy => haha i really hope to take a pic wif ya! Haha... although u used to be in my group, i also really wan to apologize for givin u guys so much stress n work .

Jessy - i tink she may be the group sweetest n kind hearted one of all. Very helpful too. i tink its really ur bf luck to earn ur heart. Cherish ur time n memories wif him. Remember, time is precious, dun lose it, or u regret it.

Shi Hui => haha really nvr interact wif u, but best of luck for ur studies.

Adi => i really hope u can teach me more on Commanding in NCC. cos u have the best leadership around. Although im a CLT, but im not those dat have super commandin ability.

Ayrus => ur really kind towards me, not onli me, but others. Same as Jessy, cherish ur memories wif ur bf...

Raudhah => wah liew, clas ah lian maybe? lol nevertherless, best of luck to u too.

As for my NCC cadets, work hard in NCC, not onli NCC, but also in studies. My Canberra cadets, plz build up de unit, although u may consider me as ur senior, but Part D, u guys r the pioneer batch, plz set great examples.

Merry Xmas n Happy New Year to u guys out there.. It has been wonderful...

Jens Birthdae!

2004-10-16T01:52:00.000-07:00

Woo Ha! Wad a dae man! my legs r tired! Todae is Jen Birthdae, so HAPPY BIRTHDAE! haha kinda late updating my blog cos we all jus came back from watchin a movie..

Time 3.45pm
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Met in Bugis Mrt station. Intended to go jalan jalan, shun bian gib Jen present. We go Seiyu gai gai, Kinokuniya BookieStore, n lotsa more..

Time 5.30pm
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We began setting down at a restaurant, de one wib movie de, haha the restaurant played "The Twin Effect" lol they dun have time to change the cd, so cd 1 kept repeatin, We ordered a varieties of food. Ive got Seafood spheg, XianNing got another kind, while Ying^2, Janice . Eddie got baked rice, Soon Guan got Lamp Chop cos he wanna try new meat.. >.< wonder if Soon Guan gonna try Human meat soon =X.. We eat n eat, den later brought out the cake which Jen received from her friend. We celebrated there, n ppl looking us, so we celebrated in a lower volume. den we got a "taking photo mania" Janice cant stop taking SG or Eddie photo, wonder if them ahem ahem? =X lol..managed to get some pic of wad happen this time, posting soon ..

Time 7.30
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We r at the Shaw dunno wad stand at lvl 1 Bugis, haha de variety of movies damn lil + time slot so little, so we went down to Plaza Singapura. Ok this time, Alvin came. At Golden Village PS, got movies la, but later time slot. some more a lot taken up, so we den bought tickets for Junction 8 at Bishan down there, kinda efficient huh? Actually wan to watch Exorcist n one more movie de, but we scared XiangNing n Janice cannot take it, so we buy " Sky Captain n the World of TML". haha... actually watched dat already at home, jus dat watching in a theatre kinda exciting.

Time 8.50
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Reach Bishan. walk walk around, go FJ wif Alvin, Eddie n Soon Guan, SG kinda looked pale, n he suspect the lamp chop got problem. lol.. den we walk n walk n walk...

Time 9.50
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We got our asses sitted in the theatre. Kaoz, neck pain alert, gotta looked up, so we began slouching..l Lol.. The volume damn loud some more, especially those machinery movin here n there, argghhh.... So far ok la, at some part laugh like hell.

Time 12 mid nite
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All start to go home, Ying^2 go 1st, cos she stay near ^^, while SG n I take MRT(HENG AH, STILL GOT MRT WORKING SEH), den the rest, i tink they all taking bus bah?

DE END!

TODAE ROX MAN! WOOT!!

^^

2004-10-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hi bloggy. how r u todae? i had a wonderful dae today! Haha.. i left my house at about 10, meetin Bryan, Eddie, Samuel, SG, n Jin Song at Causeway Point for a lan gaming. Initially we played lan gaming cos we wanna kill our time be4 we actually mwwr Zhi Hong, Wei Min n YG, watching Movie, New Police Story. Haha... looks like im off form today lolx.. like i not working well in playing WarCraft, CS, Half Life n oso Fifa! haha best part is SG n i team against Samuel n Eddie, n we trash them like hell, we took Manchester United, while they took Liverpool. We won them by 5-0! After dat, we play n play till 2+, end up playing $10 for lan gaming! Siao Bo! Den after dat, we went to makan at de Food Court! Nth happen much down there, except we end up coming to a conclusion to not meetin Zhi Hong the group, cos we initially wan to watch the movie at Plaza Singapura, den end up in Sun Plaza watching dat! the cinema damn small leh! Wa liEW! The show hor, not bad la ! Feel like watchin it again. Cos i tink i see Jackie Chan cry to cham this time, cos most of his films r Wu Gong kind de, jus wack n wack, attaining mission complete etc etc etc. I like the female char n oso Twin's de Charlene Choi! So cute! End up Nicholas Tse n her handcuffed togather n zhao! lolx. den got one part Jackie was huggin de injured female char, i go ji siao Jin Song sae, Jing Song hugging YingYing =X haha, cos Jin Song use to have the Jackie Chan hair, so we call him Cheng Long! but end up he cut hair, den call him "Fei(flying) Zhu Xia"! So far after watching the whole movie, we went to the Star Factory arcade at Sun plaza, Bryan was completing Guilty Gear X, while Jin Song play de soccer thingy, n Soon Guan n I versusing in King Of Fighter! Soon Guan, now how to gei siao hor, sae u lousy, end up losing to u 3 times!! =.=! Den we play other game, play till sky go dark! Wad a nice dae todae! Forget about work n destress! Tata bloggy!

LoneLy CeS

2004-10-05T06:02:00.000-07:00

Lonely Ces Lonely CeS... Foreva lonely.. These past few weeks, i find it dificult to face some of my classmates...Really damn hard.. Everytime when im in sch, ppl dun care about me, which is kinda fine.. U may find me some kinda of not sociable guy or wadeva, but its jus dat i dun wan ppl to dislike me, which scares me to most. I also hate people talking me behind my back, and this is where i shut my doors.. I treate some classmates as my normal friends, but they treat me like classmates or jus aquaintance.. Somehow i find peace in this kind of lonely environment, and this is where i can find true peace.. Peeps out there, u may find me weird, but i prfectly fine.. Haha..

Haiz...

2004-10-04T07:44:00.000-07:00

Wad a hectic dae! Wearing formal for my marketin presentation.. Some more wad? Presentation dat time, Ms Erica FONG got loads of craps, delaying de interval for our presentation. I cannot sae wad she said is crap la, but de points we lack r all in our powerpoint. Damn tired of wad happened todae... To everyone out there.. If u dun like me cracking jokes, plz tell me, i will convert to my serious mode, im not joking.. Im jus kinda pissed about these things, i hate ppl givin me black faces without reasons, as if im a hideous ghost or wadeva, if continue to like dat, i tink u guys betta be prepared for a 1 on 1 confrontation wif me, which isn't good.. Sorri bloggy i tink im carried kinda far. Lets end here..

SunDaY

2004-10-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

This is a Sunday, a Siansation Sunday some more.. Haha... im in fonr of my pc for a total of 14 hours non stop... siao rite lolx. I was rushing 100 honors in my game of Shattered Galaxy so as to get medals... I see till i go headache... Nvm of dat, worst still, my mum forced me to go wash the car in de afternoon, about 4+, some more de sky damn dark. I told my mum "u siao ah", she ask me jus go la. Den go lor, wash halfway hor, as expected, the drizzle came in.. wash finish n went up le... So far my day is still as boring as usual. lonely as usual... Tata bloggy... here this is my Pic taken yesterdae by my sis...

Phew....

2004-09-29T08:50:00.000-07:00

Phew....... Wad A DaE man! Got Java test in de afternoon, result kinda dissappointing... Jus pass.... looks like if i dun work hard, i gonna retain.... This evening i went for a weddin dinna.... of some1 i dunno LOLX.... more like distance relatives.... kinda shiok la, while i was eating shiokly, this Bridegroom, suddenly go onto de table, pulling his zip in front of everyone on de table.. io was like, OMG, wad de hell.... wad is he doing..... de bride was pulling him down, asking him not to continue doing dat stunt... De food was superbly DeliCiouS, So SiMinG... SorRy for not bringing u there hor =/ lolx.... One thing i like about it is dat can drink Red Wine without AGE LIMIT! MUHAHAHA........ IM A BIG BOY NOW... I drank 2 cups of it hehe =P... My Uncle Peter was so suprised, he ask, Hey Kelvin, how come u wine ah.. i was like tiam tiam nth to sae.. den he probe more wif other question like, u this year how old ah, u next year going NS? i was like -.-!!## My Ber-Chek still remember me, like to call me " Mr PEK!" If it was me last time, i will try to hide cos i noe he gonna carry me to play wif me(Hes damn strong ya noe). Now? I sae HI to him n nth happen! WooT wad a nice dinner, How i wish my cousin, GuoRei, would get married, i willl cheer for him! Got a beautiful galfriend for 2 years now? n oso de top student in SBM year 3 in NYP. i so sian diao haha... Ok gtg slp le tata bloggy.... Miss Ya>...^^

Hi!

2004-09-27T08:03:00.000-07:00

Yo BloGGy im back! Haiz.. dunno y these few days my heart few uneasy.... yearning for a new love... HaHa... I feel dat i more dumb cos i dunno my Da Jie de martial status(wonder if i spelt it correctly) Life is as boring as usual, except lately im playing Shattered Galaxy got i jus got reincarnated =D. Best Of LuCK bloggy Woot

=D

2004-09-23T18:28:00.000-07:00

Long Long time nvr update this blog le... Lately busy wif projects and also games. Haha jus reincarnated in Shattered Galaxy. Kinda stressed these few weeks cos exams is on de loose. See marketing wan to faint, See Biz Com wan to die, See HTML wan to cry, but See Java kanna steamed. LOLX. Jus changed this background theme? wanna noe wads that? One of de new animation ive jus seen lately, Stellvia of the Universe. Kind of touched by de show. Nice background theme. CYA Next time bloggy

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2004-08-26T18:17:00.000-07:00

It has been quite a while that i have edited this blog, since my birthday....... Life is as lonely as usual... Sucky........... n ive really got sick of it. Now, ive really started to miss my old friends in secondary schools, and i oso miss this secondary school life, the feeling.........Nvm, this have to go on wif life.... Jus hope things special will happen

Ps: Character is difficult to change, way of life is more difficut to change. So i hope u guys wil understand me....

So HaPPy!

2004-08-07T06:15:00.000-07:00

Todae is Saturday, 7 AuG. I had a wonderous day today.. Y? Its my birthday. Who did i celebrate wif? My cadets. Somehow, they r really a nice bunch of ppl. Although i treated them to makan n play bowling at Yishun SAFRA. Den went to Orchard to makan! Shiok man! Den go jalan jalan. Haiz........ i was wondering too, y ppl dislike me so much. Not every1 is perfect in this world....

At 1st i find my classmates a bunch of ppl, nice one... But somehow, in de later weeks, de response i was given tell me dat i should me lonely... I dun noe y, i dun feel welcome in the class now. i really wan to leave my class now, dats the feeling. I really wan to curb dat feeling, but its so difficult. So i hope todae, on my birthdae, my classmates can forgive me, for wadeva i did for the past weeks, i hope u guys will accept me. Thank You.

FrEEdOm.....but sighzz...Pals on de loose.

2004-07-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

Life doesn't seems easy as wad normally ppl tink. These few daes, i've been tinking... Wad r true friends for... If ur in a crisis, will they help you? I may be a true friend to another, but will they appreciate it?for dat, de possibility is almost 0%, Y? They may take ir for granted, dun give a damn about it. Somehow i had great pals, true buds! Siming, Js, n last all of Kenny. I dun really care whoeva from which educational background, cos if u have great buddies, who cares where he or she from? Siming, my so called latest aquired best pal, she is one very caring n concerned friend. Althougn i may not noe her long, but shes really one great pal. At least concern about a guy like me, who once admire her =XxX HaHaZ, who cares about it now.... Js... my best pal on de loose, staying below me... although me did something harmful for health, he will nvr influence one to do it... Still remembered last year.... He really one great guy... very matured n gentleman too, n quite handsome la, maybe posting de pics later for u guys to see. Jus hope some gals who r totally interested to take a look of him... n last of all Kenny.... Known him quite long liaoz, this year 5th year bah! He is one guy who encourages ppl, super tekaner, quite mascular etc etc. Sometimes he may be childish, but he really is always out there for his friends.. Always tio dragged by me to go gai gai... HaHaz... End up his mum sayang me so much... His kor loves my PS2, become de tuition teacher for his sisters....

Somehow is very difficult to find great pals who r willing to be ur listening ears, n care for u.....Best Friends Foreva!

My Classmates... haha... one bunch of nice ppl too..... Jus knew them about 1mth bah?... Going too la... gonna update later.... n i noe Bryan, WeiMin, YG, Alvin n my dear Zhi Hong is always there for me! Haha.. cos we r FF9!

To Be Continued..........

NCC Dae? ?_?

2004-07-18T08:16:00.000-07:00

Wow, todae is NCC Dae! Woo Hoo! got a little excited todae man! Lotsa of ppl, but nvr see my unit dere! Gotta wear my no 5T( means like No3 long sleeve wif a Tie, represented by a T). Looks soo smart! >.< Was wondering whether Michelle toking cock or wad, (Michelle is my godsis so dun get mistaken) sae me so cute! Was '....' all de way. Sian man, my job is ushering de VIPs here and dere, den sae my sister in YTSS band, too bad shes doing Sai Kang cos she Sec 1 nia, maybe next time she maybe playing inside next time. Haiz, y ppl jus dun believe im a CLT man? Izzit my face dun look like one? Haiz.................. Walking around in No 5T, gettin stared by ppl, wad an ugly feeling .......Ushering of VIPs really totally sux sia, stand de bloody whole day, nth to do, gotta face 2 volunteer PHS gals from Part B. Den at de end of de whole parade or wadsoeva, still got ushering to do again. Wan to eat oso damn difficult, OCS Dining Hall, haha... Jus released the latest badge, the Jungle Training Badge. After all those Sai Kang things. luckily J Y lompang us to Boon Lay MRT station, or else i could have reach Yishun by 10 le.

*Started to remember the PDS performance
>.< so sucky one. AI... Kaoz how they teach man. PRECISION is de key factor, cutting not straight, AI trained within 4 daes, Instructors? More Assistant Instructors rather than Auxillary Instructors =P .... Deyi performance, so so la, give them some face since they r our "descendant' haha.....

* Started to wonder where is Berdine n Shi Min
These 2 brats down here, my godsis, kept calling J Y, end up J Y so irritated n gave me a scolding. Jus come ma, call 1 time can liaoz. Haiz, say Thank You to me when here, go out dun gib a damn about me le, wad kind ...*)^&(%^*$_^*$^*_$^*$^ __ PISSED =X

Ok gonna continue next time le

Wad Is LiFe?

2004-07-15T04:24:00.000-07:00

Haiz, End of Week 2 is coming. Time sure passed very fast. Ever since meetin my friends in poly from last week till now. Get to noe them even more. From wad i noe, my class seems to be split into 4 groups, or more like sects =X haha.. 1st Group is AD(means A Distinction), which comprises of de Leader, Jen, and gina of 3 gals, YingYing, Janice n Xiang Ning. 2nd one, de name is not certain, de B's, led by Eddie, wif his gang of bandits, wif Jin Song, Soon Guan, Samuel, Adi. 3rdly, de Super Lac, led by Hui Sher, de Demoness, wif her gang of imps, of Shi Hui, Cindy, JiaYing, Jessy, YunXuan, Lao Da, n another one i forgot de name liaoz hehe =X. n lastly our group, de infamous n notorious FF9( not Final Fantasy 9 dah, its Foreva F9) wif Lord Zeus, Bryan SNG! n his army of ArchAngels, ME of COS, Alvin, Zhi Hong, Wei Min, Yong Gui. haha.. Den our Lord Zeus actually wan to merge wif AD, like the best of the best wif the worst of the worst. Haha... PEK CHEK man!!!
Haiz, my second worry, I REALLY HATE BUSINESS TUTORIALS man! When we were alloted to different groups by the lecturers, i happened to be de 'suayest' guys of all. I ended up in Group 1, n, 5 ppl rite, im de only guy. Ppl say damn lucky, but i say i suay. Y? Cos i tio mobbed by these gals. They are pure ferocious ppl, named Janice!, the Group leader. Like today la, ask me go up to present, i damn heng sia, lecturer call in order, PHEW! =P, Hey Janice if u gonna see this, haha, dun blame me =P kaoz, POA gia A2 nia, big meh? POA easy wah, no big deal. i rather get A2 for my maths, n sciences.
15 July 2004, Siming birthday and exactly 1 mth be4 i leave for my ISCEP(International Sea Cadet Exchange Programme). Siming birthday, lolx, be4 her birthday i actually treated her to something she really nvr expect one. An EXPENSIVE meal. haha. She sure enjoys it man. Chye Boon, on the other hand, the most luckiest among the lot. A free meal from me. Was wondering whether she rated the food, BAGUS or not? Haha, i was also wondering, y they chose French instead of Japanese, which is much easier. Cant believe when i meet them at Dover on Tuesday, they actually try to tok to me in French. I jus cant take it. OH MAN, ITS FRENCH! I NOE NUTS ABOUT IT. Almost gonna faint! 2ndly, de ISCEP. Kenny sure gonna enjoy his trip man. Going there wif PHS gals, some more todae can tok to me sae, he wonder when we come back, would one of de gals coming back pregnant? =X kaoz, ppl go there for exchange program, he go there to have sex. WTH !

TO BE CONTINUED......................

SIANzz!!

2004-07-11T07:20:00.000-07:00

Siansation man! Ytd, is a Saturday. Got training. somehow hor, i like wan to keep quiet like dat. Go a bit 'TooT Toot' one... hehe =X Later in de afternoon, went down to HQ NCC. kaoz, saw some many cadets going for ISCEP n MSTD. haha.. Got PHS la , Maris Stella, ACS, n i saw TERENCE TAN my fellow Syndicatemate in CLT course. Kaoz he damn good life man, going to US for ISCEP. Den hor, ISCEP Canada full liaoz, a bit dissapointing lor, n lastly is ISCEP Hong Kong. Got a total of 8 vacancies, den hor, got a few PHS gals going lor. Kaoz, 1 of them is de Sea Module Ex-OIC. hahaz, end p Kenny next target =X lolx... N oso was de one who dragged Kenny to ISCEP HK. Den me oso end up dere lor. Wee its on the 15th August to the 23rd of August. Shiok man!!! Kaoz i dunno y the gals dere so excited sia.. Cos of Kenny? OoO....

Den hor, Today, 11th of July, going down to SAFTI MI for my full dressed rehearsal for NCC Day Parade,which is gonna be held on next Sunday. Wooo.... gonna wear my No 5 T next week! hahas wad a day today... not much of fun, EVEN MORE SIAN! march here march there, i down there kiao kah! lolx..

2004-07-08T04:43:00.000-07:00

Long long time nvr update le.... Hmm..... Feel damn happy sia, new life in NYP.... Have great pals dere. Kaoz, bo attend Orientation damn funny sia. 1st day go sch hor, kaoz, dunno any1, den i saw Jin Song, my old pal from NCC de! kaoz, he now in my class! 1st day of lecture i late, cos dat stewpid ADMISSION OFFICE, SUX BIG TIME. At 1st dunno anyone in my class de, after 2 hour, noe everyone some more. Somehow i feel damn paiseh lor. After dat boring lecture, all sae go pia Pool. wow, i hor, feel damn awkward lor. But hor, i feel shiok wif them, they r a nice batch of guys leh.. Hehe........ to be continued.......

Wee My 1ST BLOG

2004-05-25T16:45:00.000-07:00

I dun believe dere is a website for creating blogs, n ive created one !!! Wee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!